No school today, because of the snow. I wished it snowed all the time. The sky's purple; it's pretty. But it looks like a kid who has lice, and is unceasingly shaking his head. I'm looking out the window right now. It's so simple, snow. Just fall.
I'm kind of vexatious right now. Everyone's harassing me about my choices. If it doesn't effect you, you really shouldn't give a damn. So I can't fathom the fact that individuals care so much about my propositions. I only tried it once, so you don't need to get all worked up about it. I promised myself I won't get addicted, because quite frankly, it isn't who I am. And I will never live up to be a cutter. Never ever in a million years. But after everything you learned about me, you should realize that looks are deceiving.
I have been getting crucial headaches lately. With every beat of my heart, the pain perpetually grows, and provokes every piece of my body. Sometimes I wish I could be numb like I used to be. It frustrates me, that I can't remember how I did it once before. Did it come naturally? If so, why won't it come back to me? I don't want to feel anymore, because lately it has been nothing but everlasting pain. Who would have ever thought, I would've ended up like this? We're all just fucked up people, in a fucked up world. Forty-One - Hold onto something good, and don't let go.